Hello my love,

I have been thinking of you a lot these past couple of days. I miss you so much, my life seems to be getting busier and I wish you were here with me. There are days that I just stop and think I cant believe you are really gone. Some days it feels so real because of the loneliness and emptiness and then there are days where I think you are going to call me any day now or walk through that front door. I miss you!

I see our friends with her spouses and other people with their spouses and I get so jealous how I would do anything to have you walking by my side or holding my hand or even annoying me so I could complain about how you don't do anything like every wife does about there husbands....lol! I miss talking to you, doing things together, I miss you always wondering what we were going to eat or fix for supper even though when you were alive it drove me nuts because it seemed like that's all you thought about some days...:) You were such a mess, a mess that I love soooooo much. I miss you!

I came to see you on memorial day and put some flowers on your grave. I looked around and saw so many loved ones visiting there loved ones. It looked so nice out there to see all the American flags flying around. I also felt sorry for my self that day because all I could think of was that everyone else was barbecuing with their families or at the lake or on vacation while I was visiting my husbands grave and putting flowers on it. You know its just not fair, its funny how the small things will break your heart. I miss you!

I miss you Randall I will always miss you and I love you! Please wrap your arms around me tonight so I can feel your touch and I can feel your love once again. I love you and I miss you.

                                                                                    

                                                                                     Love,
                                                                                    Tiffany